

My teeth are really clean. I went to the dentist this morning. It sure felt good. After that I went to the Mall of America to pick up some last minute shopping things.


















om. Friday was pretty much a blur as I was pretty tired, but I did manage lunch at one of my favorite Minneapolis eateries, Matt's Bar and Grill. My first food in America, a cheese filled Jucy Lucy hamburger. Yum. 
Saturday
Two dives today. Need time to get the nitrogen out of my body before flying. The dives couldn’t be more different. The first dive this morning was supposed to be a bit of a search and recovery. A couple lost their camera yesterday. Lost it over a deep spot so no one could go back down to look. We offered to help with the search this morning.
We got in the water and started down. When I could see the bottom I could see just how fast the current was moving. Then I saw my buddy and the guide start kicking for the reef. I followed. I was kicking hard and breathing hard. For the first five minutes of the dive all I kept thinking was, “Don’t loose sight of the others, get to the reef and get low.” All this after hitting about 32 meters and heading up.
I finally got to the reef and could relax a bit and enjoy the ride. We were flying! There was no way we were going to find the camera. Even if we did, no way to stop. At least I had stopped sucking air.
Eventually we got to about 12 meters and the current slowed enough for a look around. Ran into a lovely turtle intent on his breakfast.
I was glad to be in that situation with experienced divers and glad that I was able to stay calm and remember my training. It was an exciting wake-up.
Second dive was on the Bio-rocks on Gili T. Last year a workshop was held there to train people on the Bio-rock, what they are, how they work and how to build them. Our 9th grade students work on them during project week.
During the workshop some artists were brought in to design some special designs. We saw a gigantic dolphin structure and a massive manta ray structure. All the coral is thriving. We also happened to luck into an amazing amount of nudibranches. There were several I had never seen before, Just beautiful.
It was a long (75 minutes), slow, relaxing way to end my diving on Gili Air. As I was sailing back to the dive shop, gazing over the sea, I was thinking about the Viking ancestry that is mine. I could feel it flowing through my veins. I’m good on the sea. I need to be there more often, if not always.
Thursday
I realized half way through the day that it was Thursday and that made me sad. I only have a day and a half of diving and then I have to go back. I feel so calm and at peace when I am at the beach and diving. The days are slow..ish and wonderful. I slept over nine hours last night without getting up once. I dreamed of the sea.
Night dive and early bed last night. Three dives today. I am convinced that every Sci Fi and horror writer has seen underwater life. There is no monster that is freakier than what is real in the sea. I saw fish today with faces only a mother could love. Frog fish as big as my hand, hanging out, waiting for something yummy to swim by and then those weird scorpion/stone fish…what were they? Ugly, camouflaged fish with beautiful under sides of their fins. They have some kind of a claw at the end of their fins that they use to pull themselves forward. Just plain freaky.
Do I really have to leave?
It just keeps getting better. As I was sitting on the boat this morning on the way to my first dive, I found myself thinking about how much I love the sea. It sends me back to my ancestry. (I am sure that if I had been around during the Viking Age, (and a man) I would have been one of those guys on the longboats. I love the feel of the waves and the raw power in them. The shades of blue and green are too many to describe. It is almost like looking at a piece of Thai silk the way it shimmers and changes in a split second. The sea is so full of life and yet can destroy so easily. Too many people do not give her the respect she deserves. I often find myself thanking her for letting me in to be a part of it during my time underwater. I am always a guest, but I feel so at home.
Today was wonderful in terms of the count, A couple baby sharks and a nice big one to boot. Beautiful cuttlefish on display as well. A couple more octopi and, the crem de la crem, two frog fish! The first was a small yellow one that kept wanting to go back under the riock where he was hiding, the second was a bigger pink guy hanging out on a wreck. He wasn’t moving no matter how much we wanted him to. These were some real beauties. Glad I had my camera today. Night dive tonight, but no camera. Too hard to handle with a light as well. Dang it, also realized that I forgot the cable to upload pictures to my computer! L No show until I return to the mainland.
Caught up with an old friend today too. We worked together in Thailand 8 years ago. Her infant son is now a kid and her toddler is in grade 8. Time does fly. They are doing a Discover Scuba tomorrow. I am sure they will love it.
Night Dive
70 minutes. I have now seen the entire frogfish family, Papa Bear, Mama Bear and baby Bear. Papa was big (larger than my hand) and black and on the night dive. Mama was prink and about the size of my palm and baby was yellow and about a quarter of my palm. Amazing.
We also ran into an tiny baby cuttlefish tonight, And then there was the yellow and black dotted moray out for a hunt. We saw him strike at something as well. Not sure if he got dinner in the end.
It is easy to zone out on a night dive, only focusing on whatever you can see in the light. Sometimes I turn my light off and just follow the others. Then it is even more peaceful. Life is good.




I first read The Outsiders by S.E. Hinton when I was in 7th grade. I have read it probably about ten times or more since then and it is one of the books that goes with me to every new home. I cried the first time I read it, and every time after that even though I knew what was going to happen. What is it about a story, that can make me feel the same sadness and sense of loss even after repeated readings?
The Outsiders is told from the point of view of Ponyboy Curtis, a greaser, a hood, or in today’s terms, a kind of self proclaimed gangbanger or gangster, but he’s not really. Ponyboy’s parents are dead, having died in a car accident about six months before the beginning of the story. He lives with his older brothers Soda, a high school drop out, and Darry, who is working two jobs to keep the family together. They live in the southern part of the US sometime in the late 1960’s or early 1970’s. Ponyboy’s friends, his gang, are all greasers. They are poor. Many have parents who don’t care about them at all. Some of the parents beat their kids. Many of them drink too much. They are tough and I probably would cross the street if I saw them, instead of having to walk past them. They are not the boys who my parents would have wanted me to bring home. Yet, they are more than that. That is just what you would see if you only read their physical description, or maybe met them in a parking lot or saw them at the movies.
The story itself is basically about a bunch of teens who are mostly from the “wrong side of the tracks”. The appeal of the story in some ways, is it is about trying to fit in, or find your way, whatever that is. Most people can relate to that somehow. But, Hinton, through her writing, lets you see more. She made me want to be with the characters, to run and fight with them, to talk with them. I felt, and still feel, like they are people I know, my friends. I have very little in common with them on the surface, but Hinton makes me know them personally.
Because it’s Ponyboy’s story, you are privy to all his thoughts and feelings. He talks to you. His grammar is not always correct. He doesn’t always use complete sentences. He writes the way he talks. His vocabulary is easy to understand. He might be in a conversation or dialog with another character in the book, but Hinton includes his thoughts with the use of brackets. In the middle of defending grease and long hair he is wondering what kind of world he lives in when all he has to be proud of is being a hood and having greasy hair. Hinton chooses words that sound like a 14 year old. Ponyboy sounds real.
Hinton lets us see the story through Ponyboy’s eyes. Ponyboy tells us that he is a good athlete and he doesn’t really like fighting but he does because it is part of being a greaser. He doesn’t directly tell us that he likes to read and draw, but it comes up often during his telling of the story. He is the character we know best, but through him we know the others as well. They become real because he reacts to them in conversation and tells us about them through stories and his own thoughts. He describes what he is seeing and feeling all around him and because of that, sometimes we don’t get to see the real depth of the other characters until he does. But, we do get to know the others and they become real as well. Hinton uses Ponyboy’s observations to teach us about the others instead of just writing a paragraph to explain them. Ponyboy gives us the background on the characters through anecdotes in the story. They become more than just the stereotypes that Ponyboy describes in the beginning of the book.
S.E. Hinton was only 16 when she published this book. Maybe the right sounding words came easy to her then because of her age, but as I read the story again as an adult, I still want to be there with them and I still want the story to continue. The power of a well-written character, one that has a true voice through the words chosen and the way they are used, brings that character alive for me.
